Thoughts of a Fanatic!

on 6/25/2009 | filed in: Personal
Thoughts of a Fanatic! I awoke today pondering a thought derived from a walk Crystal and I had last night at the local mall. As we strolled thru the mall and shopped I wearing an UnderArmor Athletic T-Shirt arms and shoulders blazing thru the fabric, Athletic fit Martial Arts Style pants, I withstood the onslaught of jealousy that arose from the multitude of over weight, under weight and just excuse filled people that all want what I have, but don’t have the discipline to have what I have.
As we walked past the mass of crowds crammed into the food court either waiting to or already shoving chemical fats down their throats, and the throats of their children, we were amazed at what these people were eating. You can judge a Nations level of decline by the decadence of its People. I was always taught food was fuel, it is eaten to satisfy and to fuel your body thru your day, am I the only one who believes this? When did food become judged by how sweet or tasty it is, don’t you know it can be both tasty and healthy if you have the sense to look for it.
A fanatic hmm yes you can call me a Fanatic, a man possessed with a single mindedness that pervades every thought throuout my day, the dream, the vision of me standing under those lights, Crowd cheering as I hold that Sword over my head in Victory! Yes A fanatic, but to those that dream only they can understand, only they can appreciate the focus needed, the pure solitude I choose while friends party and celebrate their lives of inadequacy, the sweat, the pure pain that throbs thru my body as I lift and grow, the drive to reach for the Gods of Yesterday as they and only they can welcome me into their arms and provide my reward a place in Olympus!

Today was Back day, I entered my world with anticipation and trepidation I felt the warmth of Apollo breathing strength into my body smiling down from Olympus, I proceeded into my warm colorless world but now it was with a smile!


I AM INDESTRUCTABLE, I AM INVINCIBLE, I AM THE ONE WHO WALKS IN THE DARKEST RECESSES OF YOUR MIND, I AM YOUR HIDDEN DESIRE, I'M WHAT YOU WANT TO BE DEEP WITHIN YOUR SOUL, I'M THE PART OF YOU YOUR AFRAID OF, THE PART YOU HIDE AWAY. 

I CANNOT BE BROKEN OR DETERED!
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knarovich knarovich
October 15, 2009
10:42 PM
I agree with you Charlie. Food should be put into our body as an offering to it. I look at my friends and family, and most of them are overweight or just have a belly. None of them watch what they eat. They talk about working out, but not one of them wants to go to the gym when I ask them. I had a breakdown, as I posted on my blog today, but after reading this, I feel like I can get back on track. Thanks buddy, I love your stuff.

 
charlievan The Beast October 16, 2009  2:17 AM
Thank bro, I really should write another one, Soon

susiq susiq
July 20, 2009
10:20 PM
Pretty cool story

fitnessman2 fitnessman2
July 04, 2009
5:26 AM
I love this bro, cant wait to read the next thoughts out of your warped brain lol!

Clej Clej
June 27, 2009
9:59 PM
I can't help it I have low self-esteem! *Runs off crying after relating to the truth in Charlie's words* Haha. No, honestly, man, i recently went to an MMA event expecting to see a bunch of beer-guzzlers. Nah. Not even close. Damn near every dude there was bigger than me and looked like they shoulda been on the card. Me and my brother were taken-aback. I was like, "We need to get some tips . . ." I was inspired, but, I wasn't jealous, and seemingly neither was my brother or anyone else, cuz regardless of how relatively big the dudes were, we were at a fight. Dressing like Lou Ferrigno was kinda acceptable and somewhat expected. Everybody was doing it, and the contextual norms allowed it. That said, dressing like the Hulk at the mall reasonably warrants some funny looks. Cuz, to be honest, if I saw you dressed as you've described at the mall as opposed to some sports event, I'd laugh at you, too. All I'm saying is that the sentiments you incited are probably more contextually-based rather than a result of people's innate inferiority complexes. You could probably inspire just as much as you dispirit. A lot of it depends on you making more sensible clothing choices (given that you have a chance/choice- any jealousy brought out outside of that is really the "sheeps' " problem).

 
charlievan The Beast June 27, 2009  10:33 PM
lol, I appreciate your thoughts Clej, but as a man who has devoted his life to athletics and is involved daily with training and its enviorment i just want to know in your terms what is appropriate for the local Mall to shop in. Would it be the hip hop baggies that seem to be popular to the younger crowd that wannts to hide its lack of development, or maybe the Pajama's that the heavy girls seem to like to wear out in public, or maybe over dress, the point being my casual wardrobe is basically sweats and athletic cut sportswear, I do not dress up to go out shopping during the day... and even if I did do polo"s ( which I do alot ) those show all the right bulges also so its not that I'm out of place in a crowd of water buffalos dressed like I should be on a court or in the gym. In Arizona when its Sunny and hot all year most people dress as I do just not all fit thier clothes as I do. ( example the size 16 sweats that you see rolling down the Isles in the mall seem to be acceptable but a fit athletic built strutting down the isles seem to be a shock to most!

 
charlievan The Beast June 27, 2009  10:37 PM
And just to clarify not all of the multitude were staring in jealousy those that were in pursuit of what I have attained or that were thier were smiling as they understood!

sexybeast sexybeast
June 27, 2009
8:27 PM
Right on man! My favorite part is where you wrote,"...and the throats of their children." The parents of these children are ruining their own bodies / lives by choice, but what choice do their kids have? They don't have the knowledge, or their own money, so they have to take what they are given. Not only that, but their kids need to be shown the right way when they're young, or they'll be waiting until late in life like I did to start turning it around, or even worse, maybe never. My mom tried to show me the right way, but I was dumb and as soon as I lived on my own, it was McDonald's every night, heavy drinking, and heavy snacking. Why didn't I listen?! Now I'm having to undo 16 years of damage done by laziness and irresponsibility. This was definitely a good read man. It probably feels good to see all the damn sheep looking at the hungry wolf on the prowl! lol

 
charlievan The Beast June 27, 2009  8:40 PM
Ya It always feels good ( at least to me ) when people look and snicker because it tells me I am different and stand out from those that are average and mediocre. To quote a professional writer friend of mine who has been encouraging me to continue to develop my writing ( he has had multiple things published in Ironman, Planet Muscle, and others " I could just picture the people looking at you like you were something from the mothership, wondering where you had come from. I am glad that I could be of inspiration to you. And I Loved that chemical fats line!!! Priceless, Absolutely Priceless"
I loved that response lol.

 
charlievan The Beast June 27, 2009  8:44 PM
" It probably feels good to see all the damn sheep looking at the hungry wolf on the prowl! "

That response is priceless to me lol I love that can I use it sometime?
I can just here people look out little johnny he's a drug user, quick get out of the way lmao Small people both physically and mentally. Weare a brotherhood and those outside just have no clue! I'm glad your my Brother Glen!.


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